Love, Life, and everything included

sitting quietly in a corner, make sure nobody is looking at my screen. i am obviously very very extremely bored in the project. sitting here doing nothing like a flower vase. started to dig out some reading i saved in the portable hdd, downloading the whole internet to my mini hdd. 

bored with my reading stuff, time for a movie…. getting sleepy….my dear project manager knew i am here without anything much to do, she handed me her pink PSP to keep me entertained….hmmm….let’s hope this pinky pinky gadget can keep me entertained till the end of the day

sleepy and bored at the project, sitting nicely doing nothing.

had fun in the cruise, a very very nasty 3 nights party.

finished the photo upload and shared the links.

need to go shopping and spend the $ 130 voucher, but have no idea what to buy yet; thinking of shoes or dresses.

my winnie the pooh is here.

changed address for credit card billing and getting ready to cancel one of the cards next month if they don’t waive the annual fee.

joined the f1 madness and cannot stand it….too crowded and can’t see anything. finally gave up, rushed back home and watched on tv. not a big fan of sport, but love the grand prix! (and the acer ferrari and asus lamborghini, huehehehehe….)

looking forward for another christmas in singapore.

hmpfff,
finally, system live by today.
surprisingly, today is very very quiet, no phone calls, no e-mails!
I have no idea what is going on site in India, the only news i got was we went live already!
amazing! I arrived at the office at 10.15; nothing much to do, got back home at 6!
whoaaaa!!!

it’s been a long road
getting there from there to here
it’s been a long time
but my time is finally…
and i can feel the change in the wind right now
nothing is in my way
and they’re not going to hold me down no more
coz i got faith on the heart
i’m going where my heart take me
coz i got faith to believe
i can do anything
i got strength
on the soul
nothing’s gonna break me
i can reach
any stars
i got faith
faith on the heart

it’s been a long night
try to find my way
been trough the darkness
now i finally have my days
and i see my dreams come along at last
i will touch the sky
and they’re not gonna hold me down no more
no they’re not gonna make me change my mind
coz i got faith on the heart
i am going where my heart is gonna take me
coz i got faith to believe
i can do anything
i got strength
on the soul
and no one is gonna break me
i can reach any stars
i got faith
faith on the heart….

nice song by rod stewart,
played over and over again by my silly project manager,
he’s trying to distract everyone….hahaha

one cozy morning….
office again
so quiet… with one cup of hot chocolate and a soft music in the background, and still with the image of that smile in my mind.
okay….let’s start the work.
check the mail, nothing. good.
check the offline messages…..huh??
huahuahuahua….
found an entertaining one : help…..the crazy maniac keep us at the office, didn’t let us get back to hotel….AHHHH!!!! :’(
hahaha….
my poor friends….yeah i know, the maniac is still a maniac. I saw the nasty e-mail to one of you yesterday.
hang on my friends…..2 more weeks it will all be over! jia you!
or do you want me to jam the system at certain time by running a huge background job? hahahaha….:P

hmmm….still at home.
checking my mails…nothing urgent…yay!
no need to hurry, as the others are in india, they will start working at 12 singapore time, and those in france will start working at 3pm.
very short working hour these few days, going live on tuesday. crossing my fingers, hopefully everything okay.
soon i will be back to office!

something tickle my mind for the past 2 weeks….dunno why the image is always there in my mind since the past 2 sundays….
seems like the first try failed, should i keep trying or just trying to forget it?

the new rule of maths :
3 pieces + 2 kg + 5 cm = 10 !
huh?? 10 what?? 10 pieces? 10 box? well, nobody knows, nobody cares, and i got no answer. so i dun care also lah!
and it’s called india legal requirement! huahuahuahua

Been an hour trying to sleep, but not feeling sleepy at all.
opened my window to get the fresh air, but the night feels very hot, closed my windows and turned on the AC, feels better but still can’t close my eyes. What to do then?  The best time to do some housekeeping on my hdd and preparing this week plan i think….

what is wrong with my body timing?
since i got the privilege in the new project, i can wake up very late, around 8.30 and get back home very early….before 7pm.
but why am i feeling sooo tired in the morning, feeling sleepy and need more sleep….in the meanwhile….dun feel sleepy at all at night time.
am i being a nite owl again like a few years ago? sleep in early morning and wake up at lunch time?

June 21st, 2008
exactly one year ago, i made my promise to you, that i will be loyal to you again as long as you keep me away from that crappy country. you gave me what i wished for, and i keep my promise till today. and today, i make it special, the first thing i do in the morning is visiting your home, cathedral of the good shepherd, just to show you that i am grateful for the great year. my life here is not always easy, some customers are sucks, but there is no such things as a perfect life, and i am not asking for one. what you have given me now is enough for me, good enough that i haven’t step my foot there for almost a year….and let’s keep it that way for a while (if not for….ever!). i know…this is just a revenge for everything….for forcing me to say goodbye to my chance in to study in ntu, for making me study nothing but junks, for making me see all the unfairness of the world,for destroying all my hard work.
anyway, the revenge is so sweet!!! living in a small nice country, with very low crime rate, earning money in strong currency, nice people around me.
sweet sweet revenge…..